My motivation is doing what I like to do. One of those things is helping my community and the people that are in it. This is the sole reason why I want to become a firefighter and a police officer. There is nothing better than helping someone you don't know and seeing them with a smile after you gave them a hand. I also like to make people laugh by telling jokes and making them feel better in times when they are not at their best. I have always been this way and this is the only way I will be. Yea, I am a different person online when it comes to jokes and shit but in the real world, I am the opposite. Online I can crack jokes that sometimes makes the other person feel like shit and then I would realize it and apologize. In the real world, if I see someone not having a good day, I try to talk to them and cheer them up. If I am just joking around with friends, I like to bust their chops just to make them laugh. It is something we all do in the fire service.
Not only am I motivated by helping my community, I am also motivated by my family. Growing up I had no family except my parents and brother. Everyone else were scumbags that only cared for themselves. Now that I am getting older, I want to change that. I want to grow my family into a caring and loving group of people. I don't care about any of my aunts, uncles, cousins, etc. I want to rebuild my family from what I have now, My father, step mother, brother, step brother, sister, and my step grandmother who doesn't speak English so talking to her is like playing charades. I want to help my father out because he is the reason why I'm still moving on with my life after my mother passed away. He has supported me through thick and thin and I want to return the favor. Later on in life, I want to give my kids and wife everything that I didn't have while growing up. I never had a vacation where I went somewhere nice. There was no way because my father worked his ass off. This is why starting early to get my foot in the door with police and fire will benefit me in the end.
The last thing that motivates me is you guys. Everyone in the clan and the community that the clan has formed. You people are the reasons why we all come back everyday and hang out in mumble and in game. Without you guys, I don't know what I would be doing on the computer. Yea, there are other clans and people out there to play with, but this is the ONLY clan that I found that actually cares and loves one another. You guys rock!