were you gonna share those reasons?
Still kinda trying to find a way to explain it without sounding bitchy, but I'll just say that AM as a clan doesn't seem as "friendly" in a way. Like, it's not as close of a group as it was before, which was the reason that I wanted to join. I just personally see a lot of disconnection from clan members, (Kind of a founder vs. newbie thing) and I didn't think that an E-hierarchy would be the right fit for me. I'm not saying that AM is a hierarchy, but it seems like some people just go with things because they don't want to start a fight with some of the senior members of the clan.
Obviously the amount of time that this application has been live is also a factor. For me, I just think that at this point it would be better for me to make the decision for you.
There are some other reasons which I don't necessarily want to announce, but I had some personal reasons for no longer wanting to be a member.
Hope that helped, but I don't want to go too far into detail.
I want to address these issues, and hopefully others will back me up on this instead of letting me just say it and appear petty but I feel it must be said either way.
I have had a handful of members that wanted you banned from the community almost as far back as 6 months ago. People regularly left channels and mumble altogether when you joined. They avoided games when you joined. People really didn't enjoy playing with you. You weren't a team player, you didn't listen, you just always went off and did your own thing which turned EVERYONE off to you. There were constant complaints about you but you never did anything to warrant being banned so we let you stay. Feel free to ask around if you don't believe this. I am not trying to make you feel bad or anything of the nature, but I want you to know the truth since you seem to have it severely misconstrued.
We don't always do what everyone in the clan wants. 99 percent of the time we do. Its still the clan that anubis and I made however. I don't feel like there has ever been one situation where people have just gone along with something for fear of us. I really don't know where you got that from.
If you don't think we are friendly thats fine, but I am sure its because most of us didn't want to talk to or be around you. Me and anubis both spoke to you about why you hadn't even STARTED recruitment. You had never even qualified to start it.
We play games together EVERY NIGHT. We have group gatherings on the weekend. I don't know what more you would want from us to be friendly. We love each other and care very deeply for each other. We are a family. You were not accepted into that family because you refused to correct any of the issues anubis and I spoke to you about. This is fine, however because its your choice. Just please don't paint my clan in a light its not. If you have legit concerns thats fine. I don't want this to come across as an attacking reply, but I want you to have the truth.
For example: everytime hyperion and I played the forest with you. We clearly told you before hand what our goal was. You helped not 1 second with the goal and instead would go off and explore by yourself screaming the whole time about how you're being chased and need help while me and hyperion continue with the plan we started. This annoyed me to no end. You would regularly do this in any game we played with you. We would invite you to play overwatch and you would pick ridiculous characters while the rest of us are trying. This goes against our clan rules. You knew this and didn't care.
I don't want you to think this means everyone hates you, but you rub a lot of the clan the wrong way. You had moments where a lot of us liked you, but then you reverted right back to the same old ways.
We have caught you on more than one occasion in our servers publicly goading others into getting riled up to the point that they do something like call you a faggot and then you run to us and complain. You were directly instigating issues in our servers. I'm sure we seemed unfriendly at times with this type of behavior.
You also kept acting like you didn't know why the recruitment process was taking so long for you. You did know though. We told you more than one time why. I don't know why you would act different to others like you didn't know.
I would love for you to explain further about this disconnect between founders and new members. I mean new members have to get to know older members so that seems to make perfect sense. How would we be fully connected until we know each other better?
Then we are a hierarchy but we aren't? I just don't understand. I think you're just mad. I'm sure it really seems like I am just attacking you in defense to what you said, but I want you to understand these are the reasons our clan seemed unfriendly to you. Its the furthest thing from unfriendly.
I'm sorry you had a bad experience but we tried to address the issues with you more than once, and you just didn't seem to care at all.