What has become of you Sachi??? You used to be better than this, and you didn't lie to us before. I'm no idiot here, and not new to this help thing. I've been in deep shit before, like you've been talking about, and keep talking about over and over. When I was in this situation, my 2 kids were very young, and believe me, when you got young kids that are hungry, you will do what it takes to find food. Sure I needed money for bills, and shit, but when people offered me food instead of money, I took it man, and fed my family. I even was the last to eat, and never had enough for myself during those hard months of my life, but the important thing to me was to feed my kids, and their mother. And I somehow managed to keep my rent, by looking up every possible government programs there was. I even worked under the table for cheap here and there to pay rent, and work was hard to come by. Thank God I didn't have drug problems, cause I wouldn't have made it. I was just down on my luck for different reasons then.
I've been around addicts all my life, due to family that were addicts themselves. I even have an uncle in the mafia around here, and all my life he's been doing his best to keep us all away from this shit. Just reading your posts, it sounds like an addict needing money for some type of drugs. That's the way I see it, and your turning around the pot, as some you say it around here to get what you want. Right now most of us need the little bit of cash that we have. After bills, and rent (mortgage) are paid, there's not much left. I even pay child support to my ex, and it don't come cheap.
So to get right to the point. You've clearly stated that you needed any type of help you can get, like getting food. Let me re-phrase that, you clearly mention you need $$$$$$ so you can pay for food, and what not. But like some have stated, they barely have money for themselves, but they got extra food they can mail you, but then you do a complete turn around, saying: "i have a kitchen lol... its little... but i am not struggline on food as much as everything else".
Everything else meaning bills, or drugs??? Help is help man, so take it any way you can. I would have given anything back then to have known this online family, to offer me food. Some of us have known each other way longer than this clan has existed, and are very close. Way before this clan existed, we were willing to back each other up, anyway we could. The bond some of us have now, is so strong, we would give each other our shirts off our backs if needed. But we will not, for no consideration supply cash for drugs. If I'm wrong, which I doubt I am on this one. Why the fuck would you say you need help, and food, and so on, but yet people offer you food, and say you don't need the food. If you work like you say you do, you could keep the money you make for rent, or something, since you wouldn't need to buy much food, cause people are offering to mail you some.
I still can't believe it man, that after all these years some of us have known you, you would pull a stunt like this. Please just stop lying about it, and tell us why you say you need food, but won't accept the food people are offering, saying you have enough food. Like come on!!! Only $$$ will do, again I say that's B.S., cause when I needed the help, I would refuse food.
I just hope that if you can't be honest with us, you can be honest with yourself.
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