you know what i hate more than Azn on RAGE Day, people that don't appreciate what i do for them, or anyone for that matter.
ever since i been here in this country (2004-present) i have helped so many people on whatever i could. but there have been those specific ones that don't appreciated it at all. most of my american life has been living with one of my aunties, her husband and her kids(started first with only one, then another lil one came on-board), and yes i understand that i have to help out with certain things around the house, but when i have taken care of your kids for you, skipped school for taking care of them, cancelled my own plans to do stuff that you should do, helped you clean your messy ass cars that you have had, and now picking up your kids, and making sure they eat and everything. i have done all of that because 1- as family, i believe i should help you with what i can, 2- mom asked me to please help out with anything. other than that, i would of never done some much shit and gone thru so much of your yelling and being disrespected by you . and now that i ask for one since thing. pay your fucking Sprint bill so i can change my busted ass phone to my back up one. but nooo... to you i had to do that for you just cuz. well you know what i think? fuck you!!! i dnt give a shit no more. cuz of that, that became one of the factors that caused me to become emo, to lower my selfsteem to the bare minimum and now it hurts the person i love. your the reason i started to get freaking suicidal thoughts. but you never cared. only your husband did, and he's not family, yet he seems more that you would ever be.!
anyways other than my auntie, other people have ungrateful. but not as much as my auntie. thats why when i get asked to do a favor, if the person has been ungrateful, i decided to ignore them if they ask me for favors. ><
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