Robot - "Once Again This is my final post until something happens."
I think I have to respond to Azn and Jester's concerns. I can file this under something happening.
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it's not going to be easy for you to convince me with mere words on the forums. I'd rather see you put your words into action but I don't play matchmaking so it'll be even harder to believe you.
I think you hit the nail on the head Azn. It would seem superficial for me to make an apology here and not follow up on it. That's why I need people to add me and play with me to see if I really changed or not. But then again, if you add me and are willing to play with me, you probably wouldn't give a shit if I was allowed to frag on AM servers. The more people that add me and get to talk to me in game, the better it will be.
Jester's Questions
Q: What is the Benefit of your return for US?
A: AM will be able to let back in a former member and make a bad situation turn into a good situation. There was also a good side of robot that also exists and I would say he is WAY more prevalent than compared to times past. The most obvious benefit is fun in the asylum where we can relax and have fun.
Q:What do you Gain from re-entry if even applicable?
A: I gain the ability to practice on the 1v1 servers before I pug. I gain the ability to play on the asylum and 5v5 and laugh and have fun. Most importantly, I gain the trust of my friends and family at AM. I get the privilege to be where my friends for over two years play almost every day and have not been able to play with me for the last 6 months.
Q:What reassurances do we have that you won't go back on any word you give us?
A: Why would I go back on my word if all is cool? If problems start again I will probably be permabanned before I could blink. Plus, I can't go back on my word. I already did it once and I'm not ever going back there. It would be too much. You guys are all I have left.
Q:What do you have that we can gain from you minus you "dry ego"?
A: I am a fun and good person to be around (I hope) with and discussions will be more interesting this time around without immediate opposition. And even if I have an opposing viewpoint, I will keep it civil and not berate my colleague's opinion but rather respond in a gentle manner why I feel different. I think I gained the ability to social interact and communicate more effectively with my peers.
Q:And last but not least .... Why should we care?
A: Because I am trying to be real with everyone and am truly sorry I hurt so many people; now the clan is in a better situation without me and I have to make an even better situation to regain people's trust.
BTW: Why am I banned in CSGO but not in mumble? I am pretty sure I could hop in mumble right now as I did less than a month ago. The reason I was banned was the backstabbing and the abuse I gave but that happened in mumble not CS GO. I know it is a privilege to play on AM servers but I just thought it was weird.
Anyway, hit me up and add me and I will get to everyone ASAP and we can talk things out. Hell, we could play things out and I hope you can see a difference. Peace Out.