first of all
"I'm done. Sorry for the pain I caused. I will no longer be involved in AM. I knew since you called for my vote that hostility towards me was going to grow. Whatever. Jester, Noctis, and Azn always had beef with me because they are salty as fuck. They managed to rally more people in their hate crusade. It's fucking cute. Everytime someone is on the losing team they get super butthurt. They can grow the fuck up. Some games you win some games you loose and just becuase i makes jokes when a bad team with bad players is getting destroyed doesn't mean I need to change my jokes. Over sensitivity has plagued my relationship with the clan. Cemy can claim gaslighting or whatever bullshit spews from her mouth but honestly I only said that I like to get in the other team's head. I never said I was going to abuse people or be annoying and anyone that states anything else I a fucking liar. I got a true taste of some of the people I met when I looked at the member's section. Calling people annoying and standing on a fucking high horse like king shit. Fuck that. The only thing annoying is when circlejerk discussions happen and no dece. I now know why so many people left the clan. Because the atmosphere is very clique-y. That is to be expected in any clan but It reminds me of when you said you were the best aimer in the clan par none (The 1v1 Tournament I created). Then you lost, blamed it on the game and forfeit. I'm not here to personally attack you but the arrogance of that comment mad me mad for a long time and now is the only time I will be able to tell you that. Anyway, Sorry"
that is the bullshit that you sent me before you acted like a 5 year old and blocked me. So first and foremost, fuck you, there is no fucking chance in hell that you will get unbanned. In fact, I take you coming back and asking for this after what you sent to me as a PERSONAL SLAP IN THE FACE. How fucking dare you? You were a piece of shit routinely day in and day out. You made clan members not want to be around other clan members and half the clan was threatening to leave because of YOU and you alone. Your attitude is the fucking worst attitude I have ever experienced. You say you have reflected and now you feel bad, well piss on that. I don't believe one fucking word you are saying, and I'll repeat it, YOU ARE A LIAR. You made as much noise on your way out as you could, but like a fucking child you had to say your last word and then block people before they could respond to you fucking bullshit. I wish no good things for you. You burned your fucking bridge now sleep in the shitty bed you made. Time for you to fucking learn that when you are a shitty person, you will get treated like a shitty person. Even if you REALLY do feel sorry, I couldn't fucking care less. I hope you feel bad, I hope it makes you lose sleep at night. I stood by you and put up with a lot of shit, and then you had the fucking audacity to send me that little paragraph of fucking nonsense and then block me. As I said in your thread before, good fucking riddance. The clan has been so much better off since you left. People are happy, no one is fighting, and everyone is free to openly discuss topics without some snot nosed, know it all, little cunt bag making even feel like shit for having an opinion. I can't express this enough, YOU WILL NEVER BE UNBANNED! Out of pure spite I'll run the clan into the fucking ground before letting you come around again. I don't even care if you change and are the most amazing person ever. Live with your shitty choices. You still seem very very unaware of what your issue are, why you were banned, and the entire situation in general. I am beyond flabbergasted that you would even THINK we would accept you back after what you did, and the way you treated people that called you a FRIEND. You never saw any of us as friends (don't try to say otherwise its completely pointless) nor did you treat anyone like it. You never bought into the clans morals or ideas, and you were basically just hanging on the back of the truck waiting for an opportunity to inflict more pain and suffering on those around you. I don't really care what is going on in your personal life, depression, parents, school. None of it matters. You are the person you are because you choose to do the things you do each and every day, no one forces you to say what you say, or to act the way you do. That is all on you.
I'm so official, like a dealer with a pistol or referee with a whistle.