Yeah, after talking with anubis I realize there is a small chance that you don't understand how you come across. That maybe you don't see how arrogant and condescending the way you talk is to other people, or how offensive and toxic it can appear. I am willing to give you the benefit of the doubt, as I have known others this way before. However, I hope after reading all the responses, and seeing how upset you easily make people, that you realize how unacceptable your behavior is in our community. Grumpy, people that bring negativity with them when they play is not what we want. People that make others feel bad about whatever, is not what we want. I understand you feel asian was out of line with what he did, but sometimes we point out people's negativity by mirroring it back to them. We, we most of us at least, believe that a troll won't just go away, they just move on to another place and cause shit there. We believe telling people and showing them how their actions are wrong is the best policy. I am sure the way you act is of no concern to you, as you probably act this way with all your friends so its acceptable in your social circle. I have no qualms with that, its your life to live however you please. Just know that we expect more out of you if you play in our servers. I'll readdress the issue with everyone and see if anyone changes their mind.
I definitely see how someone could be offended now, and in that case i would agree that the shit talking i was doing was against the rules, so yeah i apologize and ill work on that. It was inappropriate to bring the way i act casually with cs friends into someone else's server.
As for coming off as arrogant, i don't really mean to do behave that way since i try to be pretty humble in person. I just try to maintain a black and white mindset because I believe that not sugarcoating someones errors is that fastest way to helping them improve as a player. I have a teammate that will criticize me as im clutching for dumb plays and while it seems harsh in the moment it's helped me so much with decision making. I don't think im a very good cs player, im just confident in the abilities I have. That being said, I also apologize to anyone who perceived my posts as arrogant when we were just conversing normally, mainly insanity and amaroq i suppose, i didnt mean to come across that way. I do talk to Amaroq on steam sometimes though with my normal attitude and I thought we were on the same page haha, i didnt realize my ego seemed big.