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Look if you felt that i was telling you what to do ... i wasnt nor anybody else ... anybody that knows me knows i dont order people to do anything i am not your boss your parent or a god ...
i can see the misunderstanding, i think the misunderstanding comes to how you bring up your argument. it is as if you are speaking down to people. that is the agitating part, you may not read it that way but most of us do. something to get used too i suppose.
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i suggest things and if people take them then fine if not its no sweat off my brow ... but it remains the fact that if someone says something and you take a certain emotion to it then that is your part in it
this is true to an extent, it depends on what is said and how it is said. there is always a meaning between the lines if you want to admit it or not.
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... i dont make people mad ...
( possibly remembering wrong, if so i apologize and take back what is said ) i remember in mumble that you said that you sometimes like to invoke people to get angry for a debate or someone being a troll.
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through all of this people have responded with things that at times were purposely meant to make me mad
where is this? if anything i have seen people take how you were acting and return it to you. if anything you should realize how others are feeling from what you say and how you say it.
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and yea maybe the perception was wrong but my thgts are clear and i stand by it ... if you dont understand something i say or anybody else then ask
respectable, understood.
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... plz dont think or assume i am at all like robot
not saying you are like robot, saying how you were portraying yourself is like robot. two different things, so i get the misunderstanding.
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... twice the age twice the knowledge twice the fucks not to give
had to point this out because it is used a lot. age plays no factor what so ever, you may run into people that act more mature then you and may be younger than you. for example i am constantly asked how old i was and when given the answer many said they thought i was in my late 20's.
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... and yes anger just like happiness is a childs emotion ... you dont believe me then look it up because as children we do not know the wode array of emotions that we learn as adults the basic emotions are all we know
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... when it was first told to me that way ... yea i took offense and it was my fault for feeling that way because i dodnt take the time to understand but it was the truth ... not that i agreed with it but it was ... it was undeniable. .. so my goal has been to erase that from my mind ...
i hope you succeed in finding yourself, and bettering yourself as a person. as someone who is going through mental issues as well, i know it is not an easy task. if you need support, truly, do not be afraid to ask.
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i am not better than anybody but again if you take ot out of context and get mad remember you choose to feel that way i didnt force you
just a simple misunderstanding on how things were read/perceived.